I see your eyes
In my mind
But the moment fades
Slips away
And when I wake
I curse the day
When I torch the sky
See it falling in flames
I'd burn up to see you again

I'd carve out my lungs and it's all just to see you again
I'm sick in my gut from the poison I drank to forget

And since you've gone
I can't forget
When I didn't say
That it's much too late
I feel you here
In my heart
But sometimes I fall
I'm gonna crawl in the dark

I'm trapped in my withering skin
To rot and remember the dead

I'll dig my grave
And wait here for you until the end

You leave me empty inside I'm trying to hold on

via papertissue

"The way you make me feel is indescribable. I haven't heard your voice in days, yet i can hear you in my head still constantly telling me that i'm beautiful. I miss your scent on my clothes, your smile, the way we used to always kiss in the car when we were stopped at a red light. I feel empty without you here, but i know that you are really still here with me...you're in my heart."

I'd Do Anything

"I'd Do Anything"

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
And I'd do anything for you

Music & Me

when I'm lost,


I look at my picture of you.

Missing someone isn’t about how long it has been since you have seen them or the amount of time since you’ve talked. It’s about that very moment when you’re doing something and you wish that they were right there with you.

I don't wanna feel the way that i do
I just wanna be right here with you
I don't wanna see, see us apart
I just wanna tell you straight from my heart

What would it take
For you to see
To make you wanna stand
That i always believe
You and i can make it through
You still know I can't get over you

I miss you

Honestly, I'm missing you

And I hope that you're missing me.

I want to hold your hand.

{when I touch you, I feel happy inside
it's such a feeling that my love,
I can't hide}

I owe you a love song
So much i could say
I owe you a love song
Words that i can't say

Remember the days
Of sleepless summer nights
That took us away
A perfect place a different time
Back when nothing was wrong
Now were each sold separately
Our summers are gone
Grey skies are all i see

These broken days won't last forever
You know i'll put us back together

Waiting alone
In the world you made for me
Makes staying in love
Just a world of make believe
Where im playing along
And your words are clear to me
Like hearing a song
Without a melody

These broken days won't last forever
You know i'll put us back together

I owe you a love song
So much i could say
I owe you a love song
Words that i can't say

Dearest, though you're the nearest to my heart
please don't ever
ever say we'll part

yes together
our love will grow old
You may be a million miles away
please believe me
when you hear me say
I love you - I love you

I can't sleep
I've lost the urge to sing
No one's left a friend
The cost of ill pretend
Where'd you go?
I need you now
I said ooh-ooh

Ten thousand miles apart
A frozen ocean joins our hearts
I can't wait to meet you when
The frozen waves meet ocean floors
You'll be standing on the shore
I can't wait to meet you then

look into my heart to see:

is he the one for me?

look into my memories:

is he the one for me?

I keep your picture by my bed for when I'm feeling sad
And I don't know why i would be.
The way your smile looks so real
I feel like I could start to understand your grace.
...
Cause I have photographs and memories of the times
When you weren't on my mind and I was alone.
And I have poetry and drawings of my life
When you weren't on my side and I didn't know
Just what is love...
Writing moments on the wall with different colors
Keeps my mind away from missing you.
And I can't wait to fall asleep to slip into my dreams
Where we can dance upon a star..
And I will be as patient as a boy in love could ever be.
Cause I don't feel like I was real until you were
A part of me.



I need you back, I need you back
I need you here.
I need your smile, I need your eyes
I need you, dear.
Cause every line on your face makes a beautiful maze
For my eyes to trace...

unanswered questions

why does everything remind me of you?

why can i not stop thinking about you?

and why do i miss you now more than ever?

and why do i feel like i need to leave as soon as you come home?

I'm just sitting out here, watching airplanes
take off and fly away
tryin' to figure out which one you might be on

i miss you.